Suckitysuckitysucksuck

Sucking ... sometimes it can be a good thing huh ;)

Ah well that's not the kind I'm talking about today. If you're a regular visitor you'll know by now that my life pretty much sucks at the moment. If you're new here I have one piece of advice ... runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ... run away from here now, as fast as you can and don't look back because my posts suck. My blog sucks. In the frame of mind I'm in at the moment EVERYTHING sucks.

And you know what else? (Besides the fact I always get confused about whether you should really start a sentence with and) I'm so sick of being the 'good girl', of doing what's expected of me, of not upsetting people, the one who picks up after everyone, the one who worries about everything, the one who's thrown aside if something else comes up, the one who waits till everyone else is ready, the one who has to change plans for everyone else .... and the one who is the most evil bitch in the world if I ever say anything about it all.